Buggerd
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I can make out sounds from near 20Hz to 23.6kHz.

I can detect color differences in monitors that others cannot perceive much less believe until its proven by a print screen and photo-shop.

I still think HDTV is low def.

I can tell the difference between a 128bit a 192bit mp3 file, and prefer no less than 320vbr 144khz.

I think 5.1 surround sound is missing 12 speakers.

I can detect artifacts in jpegs, and digital cameras without thinking.

I can see LCD shimmer.

I can see refresh rate lines in anything less than 120khz.

my left eye is tinted about 2 degrees more red than my right eye, it makes the world flicker a little bit.

florescent lights give me headaches, they flicker worse then most monitors. They area also all loud as hell, no matter what.

I can hear all the clocks tick in the house. even the digital clocks.

Digital clocks' displays move funny when I look at them quickly, like the jump up and down ever so slightly. Same as when I chew and look at them.

I hear mice crawling in the walls.

I hear spiders crawl on the walls.

I see things out of the corner of my eyes, thing so small...

It all annoys me. That I witness these things when others can simply ignore them. Its not my fault I'm hypersensitive. My brain just picks these things out. Sometimes I can't ignore it, sometimes I don't want to ignore it. Sometimes it drives me close to insanity.

Sedate me already.

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Incredulous? Sure seems it to most people. And mostly I've learned to cope, having been this way for all my known life, able to hide my discomfort. They say hypersensitiveity comes from trauma, not that dissimilar to post-tramatic-stress-disorder (shell shock).

Hell, mabey I was raped when I was yonger.
Mabye it was from having almost walked infront of a car. Mabye it was from having our landloard threten our lives with a gun to our head.
Mabye its from moving around so offten and never settleing down.
Mabye its from having that gigantic hornets' nest fall on me.
Maybe its an overactive imagination.
Maybe I'm special.
Maybe I'm unstable.
Maybe I'm autistic.

But its not my mind playing tricks, these things existed before I knew of them... Its only through investigating that I figure out what they were. I start to write them down now, what I notice, and then see what causes it, that way to prove it isn't simply my brain being tainted by assumption.

I heard a squaking noise for the past 3 days, no one else can hear it, not 10 people, even kids. Come to find out, there is a mouse on the little roof beside my window, dying.

How many times must deja-vu happen before you are confirmed psychic? How detailed must these dreams be, how accurate must they be, before you belive they are real. When I write them down the night before, date it and store it on my computer, and then show you them just after it happens, does it make you believe me?

Some gifts, they are torture.

I am possesed.